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HOMAGE TO SEXTUS EMPIRICUS
 
 
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Philosophy  
brings her so much 
pleasure  
Charlotte has considered 
Switching her major  
From musical theater 
To an equally insupportable one 
and sends me 
a text message signed 
Sextus Empiricus 
                  "in our 
                   individual 
                   peculiarities 
                   we differ in 
                   such a way 
                   that some 
                   people digest 
                   beef more 
                   easily than 
                   rock-fish, and 
                   get diarrhea 
                   from weak 
                   Lesbian wine" 
To which I respond 
that while she might  
go to sleep with the Stoics 
she will probably  
wake up  
with Skeptics  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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Charlotte calls me  
to explain  
her latest message from Sextus  
points to differences 
between people and behaviors 
that make it 
difficult to draw hard 
or fast  
conclusions: 
                            "He (Sextus) 
                              Goes on to talk about  
                              Tibido the Roman 
                              a soldier who 
                              eats human brains 
                              We don't know much more 
                              about him (Tibido) who 
                              like so many others  
                              remains lost  
                              in the mists 
                              of history." 
 
today I find another text 
in which she   
again cites (Sextus)  
the authority  
on keeping 
an open  
mind 
                              "Some people  
                               say they would 
                               rather eat  
                               their father's head  
                               than beans." 
 
            Paul Pines__  
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 THE AWKWARD YEARS
 
 
Sixteen-year-old Charlotte 
in back of the van closes her math book  
then comments that her friend Caitlin 
shares her dark humor.
 
 
"She's the only one who laughs 
at my dead baby jokes."
 
 
My wife in the passenger seat 
presses an invisible brake 
while I make no attempt to fill 
the silence.
 
 
                                          "What's funnier 
than a dead baby?" Charlotte asks, 
then answers: 
                                                "A dead baby  
                                                  in a clown suit."
 
 
Our daughter's laughter shatters 
like a wine glass. 
Her mother leans forward 
to pick up the pieces
 
 
I watch our baby 
in the rear view mirror 
presiding at her own 
wake.
 
 
  
                            Paul Pines 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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DOMESTICITY II
 
 
 
Hard getting out of bed this morning 
the day's obligations loom
 
 
call 
                                         the plumber 
                                         doctor 
remember 
                                      Charlotte's Youth Theater performance 
                                      at the mall
  
I walk out of the bedroom on sore feet 
pass my wife at the computer playing solitaire
 
 
in the bathroom I'm suddenly alone 
with all the essays and poems 
I'll never write 
                                                             turn on the tap 
                                                             and remember 
                                                             last night's dream   
                                                             about 
                                                                                   Chinese girls 
                                                                                   kneeling by a stream 
                                                                                   along the Silk Route 
                                                                                   sipping water from 
                                                                                   hands like 
                                                                                   tea cups                                  
  
 
 
 
 
                            Paul Pines
 
  
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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