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 BUDDHIST ESCHATOLOGY 
 
Driving north on Palisades Parkway 
glad to be alive in July 
after a month of heavy rains 
the greens are tropical 
my garden  
                    in Glens Falls 
                    lush with yellow squash  
                    three weeks ahead 
                    of last year
 
after talking  
with Bernie 
                     about the anger  
                     he harbors 
                     at his fear  
                     of dying 
                     alone
 
in which he locates   
the whole  
                     of Buddhist 
                     eschatology: 
                                             the terror 
                                             our species imposes  
                                             on the world 
                                             will bring  
                                             about the next   
                                             dark age 
but realize one 
may as easily die 
into love  
                   the heart at last 
                   unbound
 
                                    and fall  
                                    through years of grace 
                                    with my wife and daughter 
                                    into the heartache 
                                    of my childhood 
                                    dissolve happily 
                                    into the closing lotus 
                                    of my mother's  
                                    womb 
                                             a garden growing 
                                             backward 
                             
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