My shadow startled me,
as it snuck up, as I supposed,
under a pale and unconcerned light
as if my misdeeds and mistakes
were returning after having
lost my spoor in the travail
of moving time, motley crowds,
and my diverging conditions of life
that left room for confusion
and maneuver in the ensuing
tumult—easy to grab my coat
and get out—give the shade
the slip. But, of course, it came back
after having never left. I mistook
it for that coat I half-threw across
my shoulders so carried it all
these years without a weighty thought
about those ancient ruins I had wrought.
John Zedolik