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Imagine a globe spinning through space You are standing in Canada The stars are singularly bright You watch them in silence You are standing in China Bikers struggle through crowded streets Pollution so dense it obscures the light You are standing in Spain It is summer The sun burns your flesh as you reach toward your daughter's hand You are standing in Africa The Serengeti is quiet Predators wait for night You are standing in Antarctica The sky dimming in preparation for winter's long sleep You are standing at the North Pole or in a big city Calcutta perhaps or Moscow Buenos Aires New York You are standing in the suburbs on the plains on an island Do you ever think it curious no matter where you are freed of gravity you will fall into space Perhaps even now you slant at a ninety degree angle or worse with your head hanging permanently down How athletic to be stretched out sideways rigid as a board What determination to remain the wrong way round the soles of your feet where your head should be Have you ever considered how distorted our perception of who we are how we are placed might be When we are all of us standing every which way but up
Susan Sherman__
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A FARE/WELL PRESENT
Well good-bye and all that means if in fact it means anything words sometimes taking the place of meaning like last night twisted in my own syllables trying to explain Or that summer seven years old first time away from home A feeling of the heart but literally that The camp director calling it "homesick" or "missing" Not only that something was missing that I was missing someplace or someone but that somehow I was also missing from something somewhere I wanted to be A seven-year-old pride denied it denies it still but now with how much more vehemence command of language skill with words no longer only (shoulders out chest squared) "homesick not me" but paragraphs of explanation reams of words to say only somewhere something has been left out is out of place And so as a farewell present I give you this poem This feeling of the heart That when I think of you leaving And when I think of you here and can't be with you Even when we are together when I feel you growing distant I experience that "missing" that something left out as if I am discovering the word again for the first time What it really means As with all things that move us deeply the feeling comes first the experience As we perceive the meaning The word follows later "missing" that space which is not empty but fills all space
There are lines drawn in the sand that must never be crossed So say the pundits the arbiters of boundaries definitions of what should or should not be said or done There are lines drawn on maps around cities boroughs neighborhoods blocks houses The people who live in them There are lines drawn around nations Lines teeming with people waiting to get in or out There are lines drawn around individuals ethnic racial tribal lines Around genders he she you me A demarcation of countries cultures continents There are lines drawn around hemispheres North South East West Around the Earth itself There are longitude lines latitude lines The Tropic of Capricorn is a line The Tropic of Cancer The earth as it circles space As we delineate the seasons Spring Winter Summer Fall A child takes a crayon weighs it carefully It is yellow the color of the sun or of her dreams places she sees in the pictures she thumbs through at night her fingers scrolling color across paper purple then blue an ocean then fire blazing orange and subtle green trees flowers objects without set form Only she knows what they mean Lines of memory are like that vivid weightless ghost images without boundary Cezanne seeing a forest of trees come into being in the dawning sun paints them obsessively branches leaves undulating out of birthing light as they come alive in front of his discerning eyes All this is not to say we do not need to name things identify them ourselves but where exactly are these boundaries borders guarded so carefully with passports rules and laws? I can't see them Can you? These lines that label us define us separate us These lines that must never be crossed
Think of the lowly mouse No one to mourn her shed a tear Grey ugly tiny ears laid flat against her skull a smaller version of a rat No country mouse Disney cartoon with gleaming patent leather fur round megaphone ears she is a city dweller infested with germs wanting only a warm place to nest a drink of water a meal Think of her the common mouse murdered in an act of self-defense dumped unceremoniously into garbage covered by banana peels toilet paper bottle caps days old food Perhaps she is a mother her children waiting patiently for her return Think kindly of her the common mouse who had no say over who she was where she was born her position in life No obituaries will honor her No interviews TV panels Wikipedia entries Facebook or Twitter accounts Think of the lowly city mouse and how we treat each other Our own children Those who are old and alone
HERE'S A POEM
to the poets who die unknown who live their poems day by day bare the chaos of lost words Here's to the poems that never get published that lie fallow in someone's veins that burned in Hiroshima and Nagasaki Vietnam New York City Portland, Maine Here's to the poets in Nicaragua Mexico Cuba South Africa El Salvador in the southern countryside of all the Americas and the northern cities too Here's to the women and men who never even knew they were poets had no one to tell them didn't know how to tell themselves Here's to the millions of words buried in a million places all over the globe The mouths and hands silenced forever Here's to all that magic music beauty surprise that died unsung that dies everyday The blood that moves us forward that holds back the tide